So, I decided to start a new blog as one of my resolutions for 2010. I have long been complaining about not having enough time to write anything aside from work related stuff, so I figured-start a blog, write whatever-but make sure I write in it every single day. So pardon me if I sometimes sound like an idiot, a brat or a crazy person-I’m just gonna keep it real. I can’t think of something smart or witty to say all the time.

The first day of a new year, and a new decade. I’m trying t sort out how I feel right now. I know that technically, it’s just another day, but I KNOW I am a different person from who I was last year, or even earlier this year. You can think I’m weird for believing that Saturn leaving my life has anything to do with my renewed sense of self, but it’s like when I turned thirty, my life changed. I changed. I’m nowhere near perfect, but I feel settled, content and happy with who I am. I don’t feel the need to apologize for any decisions I have made in the past year. I said goodbye to people who were no longer helping me grow and vice versa, made amends with those I might have hurt in the past and forgave those who hurt me. I experienced new things, saw new places and met people that would change my life forever.

A lot of shit happened in 2009, but there were also many things to be thankful for. I am truly blessed, and so are you.